lingering between night and day;

tonight I saw that the sky was almost white. how strange, as if the day hasn’t ended yet and it’s lingering between light and darkness. I wished that the stars would poke their heads out, but sometimes the city lights are too bright.

I kept thinking about the last time I really saw the sky lit up at night. It’s been a while. sometimes it’s nice to sit down on some clean grass and just stare up to the endless blue and wonder about my fragility. I wonder because I am so small, how am I going to stand up against a whole universe? how will I stand out among so many bright stars and shining moons?
I wonder…