we are so fragile,

I think I lost a bit more of my innocence today. Sitting in the movie theater (at my language school), just watching the hours pass until I have to give a class, madness happens in between. I don't want to say what it is, because it's not necessary. As you learn more and more about human nature, you start to realize how.. sick.. we all are. What we say in the heat of the moment, to be accepted or the things we like, I just know that this is not what we're supposed to be.

I'm forced to listen to bad music, to smile politely, and I die a bit more inside. I want to be somewhere where I'm doing some good. That's not here.