when I grow up,

I want to be that girl in the floral dress,
riding her bicycle to work,
painting in the evenings,
going on picnics,
drinking coffee,
eating chocolate cake,
reading books everyday,
writing lovely things in her journal,
taking pictures,
going barefoot,
wearing her hair in braids,
cooking simple meals,
going make-up less,
only saying things that edify,
living a lifestyle of love,
singing even out of tune,
laughing at ridiculous things,
taking short naps,
smiling,
and being a bit of sunshine.

where did that girl go?