I woke up early today, I think I have been in a state of anxiety, probably because I have so many things I need to get done before the end of the year. However, as much as I'd like to get everything done as soon as possible, I still need to rest and continue recharging.
So, I am going for my third cup of coffee this morning and I'm not even ashamed. I sit here and I try to still my heart...
I have been having so many different thoughts about my own life, the role I have in my circle of friends, what I have been doing at my workplace. I know I could do more, I know I could love more and I know I could speak up more. I have been given opportunities to speak about my experiences and I can see that God is moving there, telling me that I can't sit still anymore. All these dreams I have, I need to wake up and start doing something about it.
I've always felt that I've been waiting for my life to begin, I guess I have been waiting for something to happen in my life and BOOM! I would know what I was supposed to be doing. It's not like that, is it? Of course not... and I know it's taken me quite some time to realize it, but I understand now.
Now is the time to do, to act and to speak up.