be my strength
Love, in order to be true, needs to be vulnerable. I think I heard my heart crack under the weight, asking for rest. How does God do it? Well, He is the creator, strong and never-changing, but today I wonder, how his heart must break... The rejection, the disappointment... Yet still, he forgives and loves us nonetheless. How wonderful and frightening that is, if you think about it. He asks the same of us, as people hurt us and maybe even reject us, he wants us to love as he does. This forgiving, unconditional love...
At least we know, that it's not through our strength, but his, and his hand carries us through every moment.
But oh, how it hurts. Tonight I pray that God will be my strength, always.